2004-03-23 - 2:09 p.m.
Sigh. How very boring. It's been over two months since my last entry and hardly anything's happened. I've been transferred to the Kaiapoi branch of Gillmans but today is especially boring as all the agents are in town for the whole day and there is nothing for me to do.
And everyone's favourite mother is in town. Fiona's been alright this time but...arghh, she's such a hypocrite. All very well for her to go on about a woman deserving shit for cheating on her husband when Fiona's been doing the same thing - for FIVE YEARS no less! My GOD! And like it isn't obvious either, she spends more time with her lover than anyone else. Grr, pisses me off.
I'm also incredibly depressed because three months after we moved I put on 16 kilos and I can't seem to lose any weight. I'm going to the gym and I'm cutting back my food intake but I haven't lost ANYTHING. It's so disheartening. I want to lose the weight before we go to Australia so I can look half-decent in a pair of togs. I think I've just got to be really strict and disciplined. It is so hard though, when I live with someone who eats nothing but crap. We're talking Burger King nearly every night, McDonald's for breakfast and deep fried chicken nuggets for lunch.
See my point? Sigh...
My mum just got back from Dubai in the middle east. I missed her way more than I thought I would. Guess I didn't realise just how close we have gotten since I moved. She's been so good to me, and David too.
I took an IQ test last night, it was the same one Einstein took, and Dad was being all macho, thinking that he had the ultimate score of 124, being above average.
My score? 135.
My rank? Highly gifted.
My dad was bowled over. He went on and on about it. Have to admit, I wasn't expecting a score like that. I was 5 points off what Einstein good. Wish my teachers could see this.
It's a beautiful day. I'm looking out my window at the typical Canterbury north-west arch, it's hot and breezy, like a really pleasant summer afternoon. You wouldn't think we're in the middle of Autumn right now.
God I feel fat. So so fat.
Me and David made a porn film the other night. Well, not a professional porn film of course. He just set it up so we were in the shot when we were having sex. I haven't seen it. I'm not sure I want to. It really turns him on but I don't know if I can get turned on looking at my fat/rolls/stretch marks.
That's it. I'm going to the gym tonight. And somehow I am going to find $300 so I can keep my trainer. Otherwise I'm seriously going to lose it. I'm thinking that with the money David will give me on Thursday, which is $140, I can put the other $160 on my credit card and pay it off at the end of next month.
Thank God for credit cards huh? Go the old American Express. I've only used it once and I'll only ever use it when I'm desperate. Pretty bloody desperate now.
Okay I better go. I'm supposed to be working but honestly, there is nothing I can do. I could've slept for the last hour and it wouldn't have mattered. But I've ranted enough for today. Hopefully I'll keep this thing more updated - I keep losing my password!
Ta ta for now.
