2004-05-04 - 9:46 a.m.
WOOHOO!!! I have lost three kilos in two weeks. I can't believe it! I can even FEEL the difference in my clothes and stuff, though I have to wonder if it's just me thinking I can feel it. But no, people have actually said my face looks thinner.
So...only 17 kilos to go. Wow. That's still a huge amount to go. How could I let myself go like I did? Sigh.
Well another boring day at work is transpiring as I speak. Another day to cruise the web, think and worry about things I wouldn't usually. In fact I can hardly type cos I bit my fingernail so bad yesterday that it actually ripped part of the skin off, so it's fucking sore. I'm sure everyone wanted a vivid description of that.
Can't think of much else to write. My step-step grandfather who I never really got along with or even remotely liked died on Saturday so Mum and Alex are over in Westport for the funeral, which is today. I feel so guilty that I don't feel sad but I don't know, I never really connected to him the way I did to my "real" grandfather (who was actually my step-grandfather...it's very complicated because my nana can't stop getting married). I just hope Nana is okay, that's all I'm really worried about. So me and David are staying with Gemma to keep her company while they're gone.
FUCK! I missed E.R last night! Do you know how PISSED I was about that?! Something exciting always happens on E.R, it's pretty difficult to catch up once you've missed an episode or two. Grrr.
I might go now. Got nothing else to report. Oh, it's 13 days until my birthday but I'm not expecting or wanting much. I'm getting to the stage where I want it to just slip by without me knowing. Nineteen is the last official year of the teenager. Sob.
