2004-05-06 - 10:28 a.m.
I've just been looking over my previous entries and realise that I have the most hellbearing mood swings I've ever heard of. One day I'm depressed, the next I'm leaping for joy (probably at losing weight but that's not the point). Why can't I just be consistent? Sigh...
Today hasn't started well. I woke up at 6 to go to the gym and then realised I had left my membership card in the Kainga house so I had to drive the 20 minutes there and then back to the gym. My trainer nearly tore my arms off with the work he gave me. Work - I forgot to give one of the agents this printer cable so now Head Office is calling up and complaining - again. I swear to God they're gonna fire me one day. Then I nearly broke the fax machine with my elbow (sounds like a complicated task, doesn't it?) Plus this whole Blah saga is getting out of hand and I don't know if I can be bothered with it.
The Blah saga involves this forum I'm a part of called, surprise surprise, Blah. Recently one of the members daughters, Allanah, joined and has been wrecking havoc on it ever since. To make a long story short, I'll just say that my stupid boyfriend has been in on it with her.
AND I'M MAJORLY PISSED WITH HIM.
But he knows this. I sent a rather nasty private message to him which he has yet to see. Then the shit will really hit the fan. I can't believe he went behind my back though. It's not fair. It's not like he cheated on me or anything but it still hurts.
And swiftly changing subject, I've got a big weekend planned. On Friday I think we're going to a party, then on Saturday we're going on a booze bus for someone's birthday. It feels great to have different people to hang out with, instead of just constantly being around David. I think I need variety once in a while.
Man I'm hungry. I didn't get a lunch break yesterday and today I've only had a waffle for breakfast cos I was in such a flap. I haven't been going very well on my diet this week, I've had KFC for tea and...there was something else, I'm sure. Haven't been hitting the gym as much as I should have but I've been doing a workout video when I'm not at the gym. So hopefully that will contribute to something...
The weather is being a shithead. When I woke up at 6 in the morning it was PISSING down, I mean really hammering on the roof, that lovely sound that just makes you want to pull the duvet tighter round you so you can snuggle up to the sound of it in your head. Not two hours later it was bright, sunny and it's that way now. What a crock.
Just like my moods, the weather too can be inconsistent. Especially in Christchurch.
Crap, the agents are coming back from their meeting. Now I'll have to look busy. Difficult to do when you haven't had work for...oh, a month now?
