2004-06-03 - 10:41 a.m.
HAVE LOST FIVE KILOS!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! Do you have any idea how MUCH five kilos is?! I keep going up and down on this but for sure, for fucking sure I am only going down from here (in terms of my weight). God, five kilos. I can't believe it. I must reward myself...
I'm actually trying to win three tickets to the rugby game next Saturday in Dunedin so I can take Annisha and Yi Rang with me and we can have a girly weekend. Would be so fun! I'm dying to see their crummy student flats, haha. We all haven't been to a rugby game in ages. I'm talking years here. And I miss them sooo much, I haven't seen them since Christmas and even then I don't think I really caught up with them properly.
A really awful thought just struck me...what if they're studying for exams? I've just sent them a very urgent email asking them to reply to me either today or tomorrow. If I'm going to go I'll have to book my bus ticket this week or early next week but I can only do that after I've actually found some rugby tickets. They're getting rather scarce.
I'm dying to go to Trademe to see if this guy has accepted my offer for three tickets. Argghh, it's completely taking hold of my mind! I should be thinking about going to Wellington tomorrow but I'm not sure I want to. Fiona, urgh...
Speaking of the she devil, I have to buy her something to say thank you for having us. Yeah, thank you for nearly destroying our lives on more than one occassion. How about thank you for moving away so I don't have to pretend you're not having an affair right under our not-so-stupid noses?! (breath Sarah, breath...) Well seriously, does she take us to be idiots? I picked up on the whole fucking thing two weeks after I started going out with David. Not very hard to pick up on when she's bringing him over every day, locking the door to her room with him in it and him not leaving until 4 in the morning.
COME ON! I'M NOT BRAINLESS!!!!
Okay. Other stuff. Yet ANOTHER dream last night. I won $10,000 on Instant Kiwi. Pfft, I wish! The weird thing was, when I won it I wasn't jumping up and down or screaming as I would be in real life.
Eek. I feel sick. I think it was my workout this morning, very intense. Urghhh, I hate feeling sick. Hate it hate it hate it. Have to cough up another $300 and hope to God David doesn't find out, otherwise he'll have one of his poofter panic attacks (I call them that cos they're totally fake and pathetic)."Oh Sarah, I'm really worried about your credit card." Why is he worried about my credit card? Shouldn't he be worrying about his own?
I'm gonna go worry about these ruggers tickets. I really want them. I want them so bad!
