2004-06-16 - 10:05 a.m.
Ooooh I hate my job. I really really hate it. I'm seriously considering applying at Telecom when David does, just so I can get out of here (plus we'd have a very nice combined salary). Why should I have to do extra work and not get paid extra for it? Life doesn't work like that. I'm so sick of being ordered around and not being appreciated at all for it. This morning I had to get the spoilt little shits their morning tea and I could tell they were pissed I didn't manage to get it before 10 - they should just be fucking grateful I get it for them at all, so they don't have to haul their lazy asses over to the supermarket themselves. No thank yous, no nods of appreciation, just a little "Thank Christ she actually got it." Grrr. One day I'll be my own boss and I won't EVER treat my employees like the way I've been treated in my last two jobs.
We've also run into a wee conflict of interest for David applying for this job in August - we go to Australia in September. They might not let him go if he's training. But I suppose we'll have to wait and see. I hope they let him go, he's stupid enough to say that if they don't he'll ditch the job and go to Aussie. I wonder just how badly he wants this if he's willing to leave his second chance for two weeks in Australia. He would have to choose the job. Sure it would suck not going to Australia (and I really really want him to be there) but it would suck even more if he was unemployed for another...what will it be by September...six months. Oh holy shit no, I'm not letting him be unemployed for six months. He can gut fish if he wants to, I don't care, he's not sitting on his arse for another six months.
Yi Rang comes back to Christchurch today so I'm looking forward to seeing her. She wants to go out over the weekend but I don't know if anyone else will be here - it'd be boring with just the two of us. It was great to see her and Nish in Dunedin, although they were both studying hard out for exams which kinda sucked. Not for me of course but for them.
David kept pestering me for sex this morning, which I really did not feel like, and went on and on so much I was nearly late for work. I hate the way he just doesn't give up when I say no. I'm sorry but I can't be horny 24/7. But he just keeps going, "Puppy I'm horny" "Feel how hard I am" "Do you want that inside you?" "I wanna cum baby, I'm soooo frisky."
NO NO NO AND NO!!! He just doesn't get it! At all!
I'm gonna go. I'm starving (didn't have time for breakfast again, which ultimately means I'll overeat later in the day) and I have to type something out for my pisshead boss.
